Of trying to live up to everyone’s expectations. All these pressure and stress is driving me insane and I wish I could just die and get out of this fucked up place. You say try my best, what if trying my best isn’t good enough? Then you say work harder, but how can I work harder when it’s already my best? I’m really too tired to fight anymore. I’m losing all my strength and somehow no one seems to notice me slowly disappearing. I’m sick and tired of feeling so damn helpless and hopeless.